After a long six months, I’ve finally come to the decision that for the sake of any future relationship, whether it be just as parents to our Lily, or possibly becoming friends again - my ex boyfriend needs to move out. I’ve given him two options to either be out by March 31st or April 30th, but no longer than that. I need my safe haven back, I need my house back, and above all else I need to be stress free for the remainder of this pregnancy. I genuinely believed at first that being under the same roof as him would be easy peasy, there wouldn’t be any complications because at one point we were good friends. After being constantly lied too, put down, and walked all over I’m finally setting my foot down. I’m hoping his moving out will repair our relationship for the sake of Lily, I don’t want her growing up with all this friction between him and I. On the upside we’ll finally have a clean bathroom (like honestly, he’s the only one who uses the upstairs bathroom and the tub + toilet is DISGUSTING) and a fresh smelling guest bedroom (don’t even get me started on his lack of personal hygiene let alone the stench coming through the door). Over all, I sincerely believe this is the best decision I’ve made in a long while with him, he might be able to fool everyone around him into pitying him for the unfortunate circumstance he’s in, but I know the real truth and I sleep better at night knowing that Lily at least has my love and I to be the responsible parents.
The other day while looking through my Instagram (mochibunnyx) photos, I couldn’t believe how much my baby bump has grown (from 20 + 3 weeks to 24 + 1 weeks). I don’t know if other pregnant ladies feel this way, but there are days when I wake up and I swear my bump is smaller than the day before and there are other days where I feel like there is absolutely no way my stomach could expand any more than it already has! Regardless, I’m so in love with my baby bump, sure the added weight is a KILLER on my poor feetsies and curling up into a ball to sleep or play on my 3DS is practically impossible, but aside from all that I take comfort in knowing that my ever expanding belly means my sweet Lily is only getting bigger and stronger. 💛